Nothing feels real It feels like my life ended after graduation and this is just not real. I went to the same school from kindergarten to grade 12 and I genuinely dont know who I am outside of that. I graduated 2024 and I feel like I am slowly drifting away from the person I was in highschool, not into someone new, but just loosing parts of my personality. I dont feel like I have any solid attachments to anyone in my life at the moment besides my family, and the thought of talking to people and hanging out with them is just repulsive I dont know how else to phrase it. University is hell, I hate going to class, I hate doing my homework, I hate taking exams, I procrastinate until I have to stay up for days on end to pass tests / do assignments. I’m surrounded by death in my personal life. I can not cook, or clean for myself and rely on my parents for everything. I feel like im slowly wasting away from who I was before and I hate myself.