my dog died and my family hid it from me for weeks (she lived at my dads house, i dont live there anymore) lowkey have been suicidal since 10 and it pisses me off and i dont have a safe space and i cant rant to anyone and OH MY GOD KILL ME. i self harmed for the first time with a hair tie since i couldn't find a rubber band and i am TERRIFIED of blood so i cant cut. but atleast ik my brother went through the same at 10 :')
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