I’m so scared that i won’t find proper healthy love I’ve only had one relationship and one situation ship and the relationship ended because he cheated on me financially stole from me and was so emotionally unstable to the point where even a ping from a text notification would send me into an anxiety attack and so much more and with the situation ship he slept with my friend right next to me as we where having a sleep over and so after everything I feel like I can’t find a long term healthy relationship I feel like I’m not enough no matter what