It's been a couple weeks after being SA'd and I still get random flashbacks when I'm all alone. I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to since last time my family found out I was suicidal, they told me to just do it. My only friend that I could talk to moved away so now we barely talk much maybe once a week but we still comfort each other since she has a similar experience before me. And with finals coming and my mind being taken over by flashbacks and just the itch and burn of my own skin and hands, my grades are tanking and I'm set to a high standard by my family. I feel nauseous in my own skin and lately I've been feeling exhausted to the point where I am not even aware of my surroundings. I suddenly cry out of no where and I just want to give up so badly but I know some people would miss me.