Even if there's a lot of people in my life, I feel like I can't rely on anyone, I can't count with anyone. The only person that I had confidenced with, the one I loved the most, I trusted the most and knew everything because I always talked EVERYTHING with that person, ghosted me out of nowhere. My family is constantly harming me mentally in a lot of different ways, I don't have any deep friend who I could vent to, and I end up venting with AIs and asking opinions to AIs as well because I don't have any other one I can rely on. It's a very sad point in my life honestly