I am so mad at ppl taking my kindness for weakness. So many times someone will be rude to me or slander my name or try to hurt my composure because of some insecurity they have. I fucken hate that I am looked at as a bad person. When the most plain ass ugly bitches are looked at as god sents. Fuck everyone that takes rumours as gospel you are the most brain dead ppl to walk on this earth. I would be rich if I got a nickel for everytime someones gossip/rumors swayed someones persepective on me. You can just sense it after someone has heard something about u their whole demeanour changes when they are around it its fucken bullshit. Does anyone ask my side of the story? Does anyone as where these rumours are coming from?? Does anyone even take a second in their fucken fake ass lives to even think that maybe the gossip is fucken wrong???!