Honestly? I've matured pretty young. Despite the fact that I should be enjoying my life like most teenagers, I have to deal with the fact that I had to handle things on my own without any proper guide. At a young age, I've already learned how to suppress my emotions, avoid seeking help from adults because all I receive from them is judgement and disapproval, struggling both mentally and physically because I couldn't ask for help because that'll make me seem like I couldn't handle anything. I can't even express myself properly and end up having to accept it despite the fact that it's hurting me emotionally. It hurts to think that I'm already becoming a young adult despite not being in a legal age. I should be thinking of enjoying my life, even just for a moment. But, of course, I had to think about my future too, as the breadwinner of my family. They thought it was okay since I've made things seem fine because I'm mostly quiet around them because who am I to speak when they're the boss?