i genuinely have no one i can talk to. Sure i have friends but they're just people ik yk? i try to find someone and i end up being in some sort of relationship, and then i go n ruin it by trying to find smeone else. Im my own enemy atp. Although i feel comfort on my own but i want someone to understand me yk? My parents say i can tell them everything but they'll just say i dont need anyone and just focus on studying but they just dont understand how frustrating it is to keep these feelings to myself. Idek what is actually bothering me rn. I crave for someone to understand me that's all. Yk i got my tarot reading wtv from someone yesterday for fun yk? i dont expect it to be accurate or anything but crazily it was. The one thing he said that made me felt...idk weird? was when he said i have no one that i can vent to....which was accurate like frfr. Made me rethink my own life damn bro.