school has been tiring, my grades are terrible and my parents are disappointed in me, i mostly get c's some b's rarely any A's but when i do it's only in gym or music, the subjects that don't matter. I don't have any friends expect my best friend of almost 6 years that i deeply cherish, though i slowly feel she's slipping out of my hands. my teachers probably hate me, especially my art teacher, he loves everyone else but me. Ive also been getting bullied by my classmates and even my best friend because of my grades and because i'm fat, honestly i treat my self just like they treat me, id be better off alone, i've been thinking of moving schools and leaving everything behind, or maybe i should just leave everything