i’ve moved to a different country with my mother who has a job here and i cannot stand being here. i hate it here and i feel like an asshole because i know people have it worse. i hate going out in public because the people here don’t respect personal space and i already have social anxiety and they’re always staring at me and i can’t stand it. it sets me on edge every time i leave my house. i just want to go back to the us but i can’t financially. now my mother is taking a job in another european country, versus one back in the state, and i’m so upset but i can’t even feel that way because my poor choices are the reason i’ve ended up here. i thought it would be an experience to live in another country but the novelty wore off too quickly and now i’m stuck here. i know it’s not a horrible situation but i just have this overwhelming anxiety that i’m wasting my life here.