Whenever i tell anyone about what i've done to my younger sister, most by accident they always say i'm a bad sister. Once i had a terrible dream where i witnessed my sister die in front of me in my arms and i couldn't do anything, i woke up terrified to the point were i was breaking down and wanted to go to her and hug her even now just thinking about it makes me cry because i love her so much. The next morning i told my best friend, she didn't really care and just ignored me even though i always listening to her. Then i told my classmates/friends. They said "wow you actually care about your sister?". I was devastated of what they said, yes i amy have done many wrong stuff you here, but i wouldn't want her to die in my arms just for me to not care.