lwk feel so fucked up. so theres k, a, r, and j. ive been pushing them away, cause k ended our friendship, a doesnt talk to me, like on roblox yeah but she doesnt bat an eye when im around, j doesnt seem like she cares, and same goes for r, so im cutting a off before they finally cut me. ive been complaining i have genuinely no one, cause i dont, but then like its my fault for pushing them away. like, at the same time i want other friends, someone different from them but i want THEM. like what the fuck am i doing. - aj