I honestly feel so lost. In school I put on this fake ass smile, and get through the day. I'm the happy one. The one people run too to unload their problems. I'm there to support everyone, but no one supports me. I swear my friends can't even see it. They are so focused on themselves and everything and it just takes too much energy to explain. I don't even know what to do. Sometimes I feel elated. I'm SO fucking happy its almost cringey, then three hours later I'm making sucide plans at 12 years old.
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