I still meet up with my ex situationship. Although I was truthful towards the younger guy, I know that it was wrong to jump into something new when my feelings for my ex situationship were still there. The younger guy and I ended in March; it was toxic anyway. He had issues and boundaries crossed that never stood right to me--I have never met anyone who disrespected me as much as he did. But that never excused what I did to him. Then, I healed after some time, and I still love my ex-situationship. In September, I met another guy. He was the most green flag guy I have ever met. I loved him deeply and maturely; we were healthy, and everyone supported us because of it. Unfortunately, we ended because of our parents. But even he can't make me feel love again as much as December guy did.