Hey, doctors! I've started hurting myself just to distract myself from my chronic pain! I've been overpowering one agonizing feeling by engaging in another. Stabbing my skin with my nails still feels better than my internal organs getting crushed. Are you proud of yourselves, doctors? You're responsible for a child suffering so much that they're hurting themselves. You dipshits had years. YEARS. This was building. It just got worse and worse. But, you idiots didn't do a thing. I didn't seem sick, so you didn't care. You brushed me aside until you couldn't any longer. But, you were too late. And you know you were. There is nothing I can do to stop the pain. And it's all your fault. If you had worked to prevent this, I wouldn't be starving. I wouldn't be in constant pain. My life wouldn't be ruined. I told you fucking idiots for a year straight that I needed procedures done. That I needed testing. But, you didn't listen. You didn't do your job. And now look what you've done.