I just spent 30 minutes crying to my mom about the kid in my class who bullies me for recanition from his stupid friends and how I feel like everythings my fault/gods fault [bro I fucking hate god sm] and how I feel like I'm a burden when I cry or show any emotion that isn't anger or sadness at school he asked why I moved I didn't answer and just kept drawing and pretened like I couldnt hear him I want to smash my fucking teeth in