I don’t wanna be here anymore. I really can’t stand life. Why can’t I just be happy and live a normal life like a normal person. I want to go enjoy the world but I’m stuck in this god forsaken house all day, anxiety keeping me bound like a dog on a chain freedom is so close yet there’s something holding me back. I don’t have a job I’m far too scared to even attempt to apply, oh maybe therapy would be helpful you might say? But no I can’t even go to the doctors without panicking. I’m sick of this god forsaken world. I should rid it of the burden which is me. No one should have to suffer with having to take care of me. I’m basically dead weight. An 18 year old girl.