My two close friends, B and T were dating for 4 years. I have had feelings for T for multiple years but never did anything because B is one of my closest friends and that's just flat out wrong. They recently broke up, and I cannot stop thinking about T. I dream about her, I wake up thinking about her, every waking moment in my head is filled with daydreams about her. I can't do anything about it, I don't want to ruin our friendship, and she needs a friend so I'm happy to just be that. I just wish I could remove these feelings so I wouldn't hurt this bad. I also don't want to hurt B because he's leaning on me a lot for support. I want to stop loving her.
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