My friends dont know that im struggling, and everyday its just drama with their friends and they tell me about it, I dont care. I really hate that im ALWAYS the therapist friend. Even when I was little. My friends rely on me. But im tired, and im scared to mess up. School has been frustrating, even when I get good grades. It just kinda pass me off, when they just talk and talk and copy off of my work. Sometimes, i havd this one sensitive friend who lowk lies, and vents to me almost everyday, i get tired and they know that they are venting to me everyday. I hate how everyone sees me as a energetic, happy friend. I JUST want to have a friend, who isnt controlling, respects my space, and cares. I really dont have anyone to vent to. I smtimes feel left out, even when I try to not leave anyone out its hard. One of my friend keeps forcing me to go places, as they will grab my sleeve etc. Whenever I tell them I wanna do this or that, they will say no as I have tolisten.imscaredtotelllthem