I want a lover but I dunno if I would be a good lover… My ex is obsessed with me, which I feel like a narcissist brat saying that but I mean she tried to distance me from my friends, spams my phone being sweet but also saying how she hates life and just needs me, and it’s kinda overwhelming and makes me feel super bad for breaking up with her but I also understand I don’t love her and that’s just bad for her to keep loving me while I am accidentally a brick wall to her when it comes to being lovey dovey. I feel rlly bad for it, but I do genuinely like her and think she’s perfect. She could literally have anyone, anything, like she rlly is super cool!! Idk why she keeps clinging to me. I also can’t tell if me breaking up with her is just me being insecure and loving her that much or me truly not loving her but seeing rlly high of her, im so confused…