i have a crush rn and feel absolutely miserable. i hate it especially because theyre taken and i shouldn't be feeling this way. we met 2 months ago in class and clicked so fast, much faster than with anyone else ive met. i didn't know they had a partner until a few weeks in, and by then i already felt like this. it doesn't help that they're so fucking friendly and theres good convo every time we walk each other out of class. they took me out on a lunch that lasted an hour and a half for fuck's sake, one on one, and that really screwed me up in the sense that i loved it and it gave me this stupid, false sense of hope. ive cried over this. i hate this, i hate them, and i hate myself for feeling this way. i don't know what to do, im so lost and this feels horrible. if anyone has advice, pls share, i need it.