I wore a tank top today for the first time in months. (here's some context, my step brother sexually assualted me. I only wear baggy hoodies and pants, and refuse to wear shorts or tank tops at all. I sleep with my door locked, and I used to sleep with a chair against it but that's not related at all actually) I felt so so confident and felt so pretty, but this girl (who holds a grudge against me, I was joking with my friend and she took it personally even though my friend has stated multiple times she is completely okay with everything I have said) asked "how have you not been dress coded yet?" and this other girl said "cuz she's flat" and I just said "she's not wrong though" ughhghghghhghghhgg i'm so stupid why did she have to say that why why the words just keep repeating in my head stop just make it stop I'm sorry I'm being so annoying and cringey and sensitive i'm sorry i'm so so so sorry