Well I fucking hate opening up to people, especially my family, I assume that why we're all on here. I'm 16 and my dream job is or was to be in the army, I put in an application and was rejected for an eye problem, got the evidence it didn't effect me and appealed it. I got back my appeal three days ago it was permanently rejected for my mild asthma which I didn't imagine was a problem until this point. I was dead set on the army and now it's gone forever. I feel like a fucking idiot actually putting this out somewhere but I live close to a train track and I considered standing on the tracks till I was hit. I just had to tell someone who wasn't my dad.
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