i fucking hate myself, I don’t know if anyone’s ever gonna read this so I’m just gonna write it all out, or as much as I can anyway, I’ve always hated myself, in every way shape and form, I’ve been like this since I was very little about maybe six, I’m addicted to many things, and I don’t know how I can stop it, I’m currently 15, I just tried to text lifeline, they had me waiting 45 minutes, no nothing, so I don’t know what to do should I just cut deep or should I just fucking kill myself because even lifeline doesn’t think I’m important, I don’t know what to do