I have so much bitterness inside of me now. My head hurts. I can feel my heart turning bitter every day. What that male did to me is making me want to burn down the entire world. I am angry at everyone. I'm angry at him, Im angry at myself, I'm angry at the world who continues to be an accomplice. I hate everyone and everything. I want nothing more than to be a terrible person now. Somehow they are the ones who are the happiest. The ones who lie, cheat, hurt other people. I wish I was like them, I really do. At least I won't have to take the burden of the entire world if I was just a piece of shit like the rest of them. I wish I was happy. I don't want to care about anything or anyone else. I just want me to be happy. Everyone else is just an obstacle.