idk there's so much fucking shit and idk if i'm just overreacting. I can be 'happy' one day and then the second i get home i feel so fucking depressed. I have no idea what's wrong with me. But i'm to terrified to vent to people i'm made a stubborn decision i'm never going to. I can't even get myself to do any school work and i hate it. I'm disgusted with myself, if i don't do something i'm going to let everyone down. But i can't do it no matter how much i try to push myself to. I hate this so damn much i just want to die. I don't want to live. I'd be better off dead. I'm not doing anything productive to the world and if i left nothing would change anyway.
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