I cannot relax mentally with any uni assignments over my shoulders and procrastinate+feel miserable as a result. I miss my hobbies, and it's not like I don't have free time, I just cannot get myself to draw or craft anything. I really miss drawing but I dread opening my sketchbook because I'm afraid of not being able to be creative. It's a little silly. Sometimes it feels like I'll always finish my day exhausted and alone and that's just how life is. I recognise these thoughts as my anxiety reoccurring but someone I give in. I don't really want to bother my friends with complaining because I feel like I complain a lot so it gets lonely. I guess I really need to let it out sometimes I wish I knew how to deal with these moments
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