If god decided to plan me on april fools day and send me out later on in the months this ain't funny anymore Like Why am I failing and struggling on such things that other people can understand. Why am I so confusing to understand. Why do I end up being annoying and accidentally making other people feel annoyed. God, I dont know WHAT you did on April fools but this ain't funny, I wish I could just kill myself already but of COURSE I have an intense fear of dying so I just harm myself with a plain old sharp pointed pencil because im too scared to hold a knife to my arm Geez why cant I just be a normal person
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