I get mad at myself when I eat I feel like I eat to much even though I starve myself for most of the day because I don't want to because my body hates me and makes me feel bad all the time I don't want to throw up I don't want to eat I always tell my dad "Im not hungry is swear" or "I already ate dad" I dont know why I hate life so much my life isn't even that bad I have friends,family,running water,working electricty.clothes and a roof over my head but somthing is just wrong with me why can't I just die yet I want to rip the skin off my bones its all gods fault he watches me suffer for his own entertainment somebody just care somebody just get me out of this fucking hell.
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