Im really upset beacuse I'm worried I'm not going to make it past 25 or even younger then that I'm going to be 14 soon and everything still sucks I just wish I never gave all my hope to God because he didn't help at all I hate him and he hates me I have so much trauma now just from the last couple years I had an abusive friendship where I'd come home with bruises and I have religious trauma from being harrased from people and now to top it all off I have a eating issue having to do with my phobia of throwing up Fml
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