This might be stupid but my dad knows I've been working hard for MONTHS now to plan Halloween. Yet everything I want to do he is like "I hate that", "sounds boring", "why do you even care?", "why do you need to make it all about you?" All he wants to do is sit home and do nothing. Like maybe I care because having something to look forward to is the only thing keeping me from ending it all. I'd invite someone else if I actually had friends but I don't. No one likes the weird autistic trans freak.
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