Rant #31264

I hate myself so much, I'm forced to watch my younger brothers and it gets so stressful and annoying they both scream and hit each other and they throw shit at me but when I yell at them for it or yet mad I feel.so bad after because I hear myself and I realize that I sound exactly like my fucking mother, she used to do the same shit i even remember when she'd whoop and hit me for "rolling my eyes" knowing I had a lazy eye. I feel like such a peice of shit