i dont really care about anyone elses problems except my own. i feel like no one sees me, and if they do, i doubt they actually care. everyone in my life has somebody else. im not exactly alone, but i know my spot can be replaced. i dont like hearing other peoples problems because i feel like mine are worse. (id never tell them this of course, i just feel very apathetic towards everyone.) also, im jealous that they can so openly speak about their problems. i dont have that bravery, nor do i have the motivation to seek help. even when someone does notice, i dont want to tell them the truth. im just making everything worse for myself, and i cant stop. its been so long since ive felt like myself, much less felt anything.
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