I feel like im eating myself inside out, the days keep repeating and repeating I do everything again and again and again and again I have no time for my problems, passion, relationships, anything. Im so sick of not saying anything because it sounds like I “care too much” and that everyone else thinks nothing of it but I dread every day, every inch of my being, every interaction, im growing to hate just simply hate. I know its horrible but I hate her i do i really do i cant deal with her and i dont know why she keeps making me hate her why. maybe im sensitive. fuck it all im so sick of this