I’m so fuckin on edge I feel myself getting back into that sort of headspace and I can’t do it I can’t do it I don’t want to have those thoughts again I know I need my meds but I do t have them and now my fuckin stupid coat broke from its seems and I have to sewn it together again and I’m so stressed and I need my friends to talk to me but none of them will and I’m just getting so anxious and I don’t want to be depressed I don’t want to get so bad again