I think my mind is on the extreme scale of dramatic. I know my thoughts are evil sometimes, and i don't know what else to do besides scream to the void on here. Thank you to the person/people who comment on my rants and pull me back to reality. My thoughts are not normal, just extreme anger with no real place to go. I'm working on it. Hopefully someday they disappear. I do have good people in my life. I'm the shitty one, even if it's not outward. Internally I think i'm a borderline narccissist and I hate it. I'm sorry, and thank you.