I have recently been asked by a friend if I'd run away with him. I had accidentally forgotten to take my mood stabilizer that day, so I told him yes, but now I don't want to. I'd feel bad telling him no, especially because he said that this is his last resort before he commits... I am significantly younger than him, but I'm the more mature one... And both of us think he would get severely injured if he were to run away alone. And he isn't a planner- more of a, "run with whatever happens" type of person, meanwhile I do a bunch of research and planning beforehand. I just think I need to run away with him, but I don't know. I just don't know. I have thought about leaving a note the night I leave, explaining everything, and telling them that I left track on so that they can "accidentally" find us... But I'd be betraying his trust... I also don't know what would happen because his parents are emotionally abusive and neglectful.