I have new-ish friends that I feel like I messed everything up with. I had so much fun at a party and I wanted to hang out again, so I mentioned there that we should do something again. No one really reciprocated…That like hit my anxiousness, but I like DOUBLED DOWN. Why? I’m not really sure. I feel like my anxiety causes me to constantly move/speak. So I just stay talking for no reason…After the party we all went home. The next day I texted a friend that was there that I’m closer with and they just left me on read. Now I feel like I’m the MOST annoying person in the world. I’m quite literally spiraling. I’m really trying not to delete everything and the social app itself just because I know that works against me. I can tell I’m being irrational, but I can’t stop. Now I may go the other way of the spectrum and never talk to them again. Either way I am just solely anxiety ridden and I have to work tomorrow and possibly see this person. So wish me luck idek. Someone please take my phone.