I literally don't know what to do or how to put my struggles in life into words. I always feel terrible talking about the "problems" I deal with because there are people literally venting about ACTUAL trauma and I just have regular high school problems that I have to deal with. I mean I seriously can't believe that high school is the way it is. The staff just lets bad things happen to people, and doesn't actually try and change the ways of a high school. You can't change teachers even when yours SUCKS and doesn't teach you in a way that is effective. What can they do about that? Absolutely nothing. I want to be home schooled so bad. I have barely any friends and my one best friend at school is so flaky and it's so one sided. Other people are nice but i fear I'm too picky for my own good. Literally everything people in my grade do annoys me. No one is mature and when I talk to other friends about it it's like they think I'm crazy. Then I go to adults about it and they agree.