I have exes. Two. I was cheated on by both of them few years ago. After that, I did not date for 6 years and a half. I'm dating someone now and I like the idea of them initiating wearing my hair tie on their wrist (and girly bracelets). Or just hanging my things on their stuff (like bag). Somehow it helps me learn how to trust again and prevent me from spiraling and overthinking if they have someone else (dating or just secretly in their mind). These past few weeks though I noticed they haven't been wearing anything from me. It took me a while to notice which was a surprise because I was overly sensitive with just about everything in my past relationship (especially in my second one). I have been relapsing (is that the right word?). I don't know. But somehow I feel and know the doubt is back again. And it's scary again.