gosh i will never forgive the people that brought me into this harsh and cruel world, where suffering is inevitable and a good life is not promised. How selfish does one have to be to bring an innocent, poor soul into this hellish nightmare. My mother decided to keep me even though we weren't financially stable, even though i had no father figure. I was doomed from the very start.. And not only that but she proceeded to severely neglect me. Im 18 now and my teeth are fucking rotting i need 5 pulled and i have a huge fear of the dentists. I cant even leave my house without having a full blown panic attack. I have so many fucking health problems that arent fixable. I have to suffer everyday. My body hurts. I dont even have any friends, ive been so so lonely all my life. Im also incredibly fucking ugly and hate being perceived. Theres still so so much more to say, but theres apparently a stupid character limit to this message breh