having phobia of school is the worst. the teachers scolded me for being absent. the school director said i was faking my symptoms. my classmates said i was lazy. my parents forced me to go to school although i had panic attacks literally every day just because i had to go. i quit indefinitely, i'll come back when i'm feeling better, which is probably never. i literally lost my only friend too because we only saw each other in school. i feel like a failure because i've tried everything to get rid of this phobia but nothing works. both of my ex-therapists pressured me into going even though they knew it was impossible for me and when i couldn't they both scolded me which made me feel like trash. when i tell people on the internet because im just so fucking tired of everything they just say "oh but my parents would FORCE me". and? my parents did too and it just fucking traumatized me! they yelled at me every day while i was crying! do you think i wouldnt choose to be normal if i could?