Wish I had plan for death with no worry of ruining anyone’s life I am not helping while I’m here what possibly can I do when I’m gone. I don’t have retirement i am too young. I don’t have time I am too old. Feeling worthless and alone while everyone is around me smiling and saying hello to me. Every time someone ass how are you I pause and think about the truth and then I lie and say I’m great or pretty good. Or hanging in there which is pretty close to me wanting to hang. But pretty much my mind isn’t my friend most days. I do want to give up. So I don’t have to worry or feel anything anymore.
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