Stupid fucking doctor asked me if i feel like i still need my meds weekly and i said yes because i havent made enough progress in therapy and i was just starting to be able to open up about my trauma during my last appointment. she then cuts me off and says well it doesnt matter what i want, the insurance decides, so im trying to give them evidence that you need to stay on weekly, but they are kicking a whole bunch of people down to a low maintenance dose of twice a month (not a therapeutic dose, just so you dont suffer withdrawls) so why even fucking ask me if you dont need my side of why i dont feel ready to go down? what other evidence do you want from me? you asked me about my decompensation and mood swings and thoughts of selfharm and flashbacks. wtf was even the point of wasting my time. day 2 without my weekly medication. nsurance companies will see you get 1% better, cut service midway through treatment, and then wonder why patients arent seeing results anymore. Go figure.