Sometimes I get so jelaous of my bf's female friend that I hate it. It's not like I dislike her or anything, I just cannot get over the fact that he has another girl in his life which he prefers spending time with other than me. It may sound toxic, but it's not as I try to be supportive of him because I know he loves me, but sometimes it just gets too much that it eats me out inside. He constantly checks up on her, calls with her, goes on coffee runs everytime they get the chance and I know it's nothing like what I'm overthinking, but it hurts that he doesn't understand my point of view and why I am the way I am. I promised to not make a big deal about it anymore, so I'm writting here, but sometimes it gets too much and I hate it. I wish he wouldn't put so much focus on her and more on his guy friends and me. I understand that this is insecurity and I'm trying to deal with it as best as I can, without hurting him or his relationships.