I don't understand what I did. One day we're getting better and we're getting to a good place again then suddenly I apparently did something she refuses to tell me I did. How can you be mad at me for something you won't tell me it is. There wasn't even any proof until suddenly she said there was out of nowhere "Oh there is I just didn't want to see it." Complete bullshit. How can you believe something about someone you supposedly love when the reason you believe it is "well they have no reason to lie about it" who the fuck is they and why are you believing everything handed to you. The audacity to say right after that you still want me in your life then block everything but my number. I feel disgusted and angry, but I forgot I'm not fucking allowed to get mad.