The thing is I wasn’t a “narcissist” when I was letting people walk over me and when I dumbed myself down to make others feel better. Why wasn’t I villainized when I was made to grovel and beg for MY THINGS to be returned. I don’t know what kind of media that you consume that influences your behavior. But the shit you do is not beneficially applicable in real life. I suggest you focus on graduating high school instead of having temper tantrums about what I’m doing. I’m serious without proper schooling your either going to have to live off of “Mommy” and “Daddy” or work some unfulfilling minimum wage job. It’s unrealistic to believe that art only will pay the wages of daily life especially when the chances of success can become increasing difficult at any time. The term “starving artist” exists for a reason.