I feel like everyday I can't push myself over anymore, I have a loving girlfriend, I study and get good grades, I have so many friends, yet I feel lonely, I can function physically yes, but mentally? That's what I'm dealing with, I can't even bring myself to talk to this with other's. I don't know why, mayber it's because I'm scared or just deeply irritated in myself to the point I can't take it anymore. Please just this once, I don't want to feel like this anymore