To everyone reading this. you may not know who I am and where I come from. I would like to thank everyone, my friends, and my girlfriend for staying through this tough journey. I can't bare it anymore and it's been on m mind for quite some time now. If you're reading this, I am dead. I lived a great 18 years and that I fought so hard, I lived a good life I'm sorry if this makes me look selfish. Don't blame yourselves, I chose this myself and that I'm sorry. thank you and goodnight.