I am a very shy person. I’ve tried fixing it by trying to talk or speak to people, but it always ends up in failure. I’ve tried speaking to people and getting to know them and at first it would work but then they’d forget me later and get other friends. And then I’m back to being alone. And it just repeats. Or I get into a group where the others dont hear me talking or ignore me.I’ve moved to this new place and I thought it would get better. And it did at first, then everybody just left one by one. Like literally they’re removed from all my classes. And I don’t speak to anyone outside of school nor hangout or do anything. I put in effort but the same effort doesn’t get reciprocated, and I feel embarrassed and ashamed I even tried doing that. I hate feeling like I bother people so I just stay alone. I don’t understand how people befriend others so easily, it’s really confusing for me and I can never tell when people are genuine or not.